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You can always find reasons to smile, no matter what else is going on in your life. You should treat yourself to it instead of the self-flagellation you've been engaging in as of late.
You have a penchant for winging it and insist on being everyone's rock without ever asking anybody else to do the same for you.
Put pen to paper or fingers to keyboard and let the world know what's been going on in your thoughts. You need to stop internalizing things and start talking about it.
The only reason you felt like you had to make such a monumental choice was because you were afraid you would have to. You are entitled to a life filled with the things you care about most.
While it's important to pay attention to your feelings, it may be a challenge to accept them as true. To understand this is to realize that your heart will guide you not just to the extraordinary and magnificent.
Even if everything is occurring for the best at once, you may shut down if it doesn't happen in a practical and logical sequence first.
You've been giving a lot of thought to your love life, and it's thrown off the balance of your existence. While the last few weeks have been devoted to accepting and allowing healing.
The soul is both soothed and fed by exciting experiences. You have a burning desire to broaden your horizons, broaden your experiences, and understand the reason behind it all.
What you need to start remembering is that there will always be trying moments before the good ones. There will always be challenges or periods of uncertainty that cause you to doubt everything.
You may have been able to articulate what you deserve and what you are worthy of from a rational standpoint, but your emotions spoke a different picture.
You'd been given what other people believed you deserved instead of being respected for your own sentiments, and now you always have second thoughts when something wonderful and unexpected happens to you.
You're usually rather private. This may be a defense strategy based on how others have responded to you, or it may just be the case that you are at a loss for words.